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marinewolf
marinewolf
marinewolf
Tue, Mar. 8th, 2005 01:26 am
ok its been a while since ive logged on so heres the scoop so far...as of right now, i am not talking to daniel, who is someone i hang out with all the time, like, i spend the night at his house sometimes because we hang out and do stuff together. the reason for this, because we hang hang out a lot and we have so much in common, i am getting my emotions all mixed up about him, ive never had a really really good guy friend like him, hes like my best friend but a guy, so i am getting confused about it. i mean, i say i love him, but just as a friend, right? anyways, today at drama, i tried sneaking downstairs with zach, the guy from the comedy club, but daniel caught me. i ignored him when he yelled at me and then when i finally decided to listen to him, he told me if i do it again, then i have to sweep and mop after every show, i told him i didnt care and walked away. he then tracked me down and because i kind of ignored him, he said he was going to tell fred, the teacher and director. ugh! i hate it when he does that! anyways, zach is another thing. apparently, he knows i like him and the thing with his common-law wife (he also has a daughter about 3yrs) is that shes moving to oklahoma this year. so zach has been 'nice' to me by offering to walk me to my car and sitting next to me and talking. hehe...i know now that when guys do that, they just want in your pants. thats another thing, i have been offered to do something, but im not sure if i will, im not saying any more...oh yeah! today, christine and i were just sitting in the theatre seats when the actors were rehearsing and then fred yells out for us. apparently her and i are going to be in the play! we just walk across the stage by ourselves but i have a speaking part! i suck though, christine did better but she made me take it kind of because i do want to speak, its just when on the stage like that, its hard...its not even really a complete line this is it "...and then i said,'keep your hands were they belong!'" hehehe...its great, we get costumes!!! i even voluntarily auditioned for the part in front of the directors to make sure i could do it. its not a big deal i know, but for me it is! theres probably more thats going on but for once, im tired. the thing with daniel really hurts though because i love hanging out with him and hes like the one that can actually keep up with me. im not afraid of being myself around him, i miss him...although he did scold me tonight!!! but that was my fault...

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shadowednight
shadowednight
shadowednight
Tue, Mar. 8th, 2005 02:39 pm (UTC)

Ah...the confusion of emotions. It's always hard when you care for someone but aren't quite sure that you love them. Giving yourself time away from him could help you figure out your feelings for Daniel. I suggest that you find time to sit and think about it and keep the other guys away from you until you know how you really feel about him. Yes...I think that guy was trying to get into your pants...but that doesn't mean you have to let them in. I hope that you can figure out your feelings and can tell him. Good luck. You sound like you already have a good thing going with him now.


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